| just wanted to add in one more thang..to those who think that im spillin out everything on here im not its just like a journal i keep at home except that i use this one because writing makes my hand tired=) |
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| alrite i usually dont like gettin too personal on journals and such but i have so much cluttered into my mind that i have to write it all out..i know i havent been makin any entrys but hey what can i say i didnt have nuttin until today.Last night was a bad night for me..im not goin into any details,but ill just try and explain what happened without spillin too much.Last night i was at work and david(my hubbie) and i were fine..I called him on my fifteen minute break and talked to him and basicallly he said somethin way out of line.And i was pissed basically he hurt me as much as he ever could, but that wasnt the end of it. see david and i are both pretty much insecure..im tryin to overcome my insecurity as of right now.still workin on it. But when i got home david called me around 10:45 or so and the whole time the phone was quiet so he said he would call me back after he was done eating.after he called me back he let me go b/c he said it didnt sound like i wanted to talk.so after he hung up i called back and started spillin out on how i felt...then it led into a huge arguement and now here i am..yesterday he brought up some stuff that i did in the past and thats why he doesnt trust me. and you know what he actually made a point..there is no reason why i shouldnt trust him because he hasnt done anythin wrong. although he doesnt trust me he should because i know im takin by him and so does everyone else.but let me get this out in the clear open..two scandulous hoes that mess with him and he dont even think nuttin of them....MIZZ KAREN AND SOME GIRL NAMED OR KNOWN AS BO'S EX BABY MOMMA. glad i got that shit out...hopefully everythin gets better. |
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| Alrite...i finally got one of these thangs..to tell you the truth i checked out my friend jennifers page and thought i would try it...thanx jennifer=) anyway right now my life is alrite not much too say considering that i just started this. About my life...im with my special someone david hou...yup my boo fo life fa sho! But im tired of these folks hatin and messin wit him in front of my face..i just want to make this clear...i was mad at deux plex last saturday because some scandulous skank was messin wit him in front of me and she knew i was with that nikka...I thought i was over reactin but he said he felt uncomfortable too..so i guess i wasnt. But aye if you want to play..lets play... |
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